Food for thought: If I isolate myself and push everyone away then I can kill myself in peace
Please dont start seeing me the way i see myself.
me:
mmm..im extremely private, dont expect me to open up to you anytime soon
me on the first day with someone:
i have bpd and am horrifically depressed and suicidal wanna talk about abuse. also i dont plan on being alive by the end of the year so make it snappy
